Tonight

Oh the one thing that I miss about my life before kids is the fact that I used to be able to get up in the morning and just sit for a while. I used to have a chance to just sit and relax in the morning. Now it seems as if the second I wake up I am getting breakfast for the older kids while and making a bottle for the baby. It is worth not having the time anymore and Ken does always do everything for me on the weekends but some days I crave that time in the mornings. Today is going to be a long day I already can tell. It is only 9:30 and I have already been up for a couple hours. It will also be long because Ken will be at school tonight after he gets home from working. We are however going to carve some pumpkins tonight and have some grilled hot dogs. I have not decided what I will make for dessert but maybe brownies or cookies will be on the menu. I am looking forward to it. I am never any good at carving but Ken always is very creative, I like to see what he does with his pumpkin every year. I'm just so tired today, maybe a shower will help.