Missing him

Well I have to say the first week with Ben gone I really did not notice very much because it was the regular nap time and he was always sleeping anyways. Now however I just miss him. We were sitting on the porch today waiting for the school bus to come and he was asking me if I was going to miss him. I said yes I am, I always miss you when you are not with me. He looked at me and said "Don't worry you don't have to miss me I don't want you to because I love you." Right then I missed him and he was not even gone yet. He is so sweet sometimes. He also really likes to ride the school bus. I can not believe that from now on he will be in school everyday till summer breaks until he is very old. It is really sad when you think about it. I know he is learning and he has to go but that is so much of his life that I will miss everyday. Kids these days can now go to preschool as young as three and I think that is just to young. I will wait till my kids are four for sure. I want all the time I can have with them since school goes for so many years.